Work/College/Adoptables
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So, a month goes by and things seem to change.. for the worst I suppose. lol. Not really but things haven't been going so super with me which is never a surprise. After being with Ac Moore for a month, I don't know. I feel like I don't fit there at all regardless that I have a passion for arts. With the employees, I'm trying so damn hard to be accepted but still, there are a few that just.. don't like me or seem to not like me. Not like I've done anything to gain the hatred. Unless it's because of the fact that I'm just better with customers and how I interact with others in that friendly, fake self of mine. Bad enough that I ended up getting myself really upset and crying on the way home one night due to being treated like shit and whatnot. That sucked. And another night I got upset when I was told that I need to learn to stop laughing. Which was not cool. But what can you do, right? Feh, I feel like a drone at work. I guess because also, I'm probably just losing it completely, mentally and physically.
Anyways. So besides that stuff, my registration got canceled. My loan is still pending through NJCLASS because Sallie Mae would not grant me anything due to the fact that I have two parents that aren't credit worthy through that fucking place. So my college canceled my registration since there was no activity with payment. Now I'm hoping that it comes through by the 15th or else, I can not complete the semester. Which wouldn't surprise me in the least bit if that happens. Just another semester to add on. Ugh. I have no luck ever since I started college. That's why I've been so grumpy because nothing goes right when I want them to. But that's how life goes apparently.
Halloween was a bore this year. I dressed up for work and was the only one completely dressed up. =/ I felt kind of stupid. And then some employees were pissed that I came in dressed because I had asked a manager if we were allowed. So yeah. Whatever. Though the party at my friend's house was good at least. Especially playing Scrabble. lol.
Um. As far as artwork, I can't get much done anymore due to work/school. I try to sketch on my breaks but I never get to really since I'm trying to keep myself fed since I barely eat when I'm there. lol. But yeah.
So, I was considering doing an adoptables thing on here since I like participating in them and thought it would be cool to do one. Not sure what I would do. Considering there's one for mermaids that's gaining popularity and one by Lone-Momo and Budgie. I was thinking faeries since so many designs can come from those and plus, it's another way to get myself out there and get commissions. So we'll see if I actually go through with it. Because I may need someone to help out with that. Not sure if that'll be my set idea but yeah. It's a thought. I had been thinking of doing adoptables for a while but I just never got it rolling. lol.
Uh, I don't think there's anything else really to talk about. I guess that's it then. -waves-
- Laura
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Gaiaonline: Shinigami Izumi/FairytaleWishesTwitter: RincaeksSheezyArt: VampiricTwilightFurAffinity: RincaeksPTTO: VampiricTwilightNeopets: xnekodemonx(Barely there)Artgrounds: ApuppetmemoryWajas: Rin(69780)Flyff: Riinako, Abellan, Seiiko, Rozelin on Lawolf serverCoffeeSquare([link]): RinThat's about it. c:
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